「 invaded it on 2:18 AM 」

I remember that particular September sunday in 2002. I went up in front of the Sanctuary, and promoted the church camp in December. At the end of it all, everyone clapped. Outside, the adult advisors were all pattin ma back, saying "Man that was a damn good speech!" and other praises. All I could remember was me smiling back. For once, I had contributed something to my church.

And then, like flowing water, everybodie wanted me to do stuff.
"Hey, could ya help me with the camera and editing during camp..?"
"Hey Julian! Could u do teach these girls how to do ur speech..?"
"Julian! Could u help us with publicity...?"

..and on and on and on. Yes, i admit. The limelight was on me...
Church camp came. I had a whale of a time.. i made new frens. lots of them... i was blind to think that i had made new friends..

The O lvl year kept me busy from going to church. And I had mainly lost contact wid most of the church pple.. i went for the occasion cell grps tat had been set up after the church camp.. it was the onli thing that made me still part of church. But a cell grp is after all, a small grp. Not the church. It cant be even compared to the church. Eventually the year passed by quickly.. again another church camp was held. I was roped into the commitee to help wid games.. i felt a sense of renewal in me. Like I was gon contribute again.. and in the process, restablished frenships!

haha, i was a real foo'..

Frens? wad frens? Frens that dont talk to you during lunch? Frens that 'oh' or 'ah' when I tried to make convos? Or the supposingly majority of newcomers that I tried to socialise with? Haha, good job there. In the end, when evryone was talkin wid each other over lunch, laughin over jokes and the like, I was in ma room, nappin until the next programme. Ironically, i was the leader of a grp. Some leader eh? Haha, im grateful for the few new frens that I made in my grp. Those were the only frens that kept me alive durin the camp... other than that, i was trudging around...
and then wad bout that time when my game commitee was supposed to help out lay out the stuff for the major game of the camp?? Where were they? Haha, i'll tell you. They were out having fun, playing rugby in the rain.. I was doing it all myself with some of the advisors. I asked one of my grp mates to help tell them that they were supposed to cut out the cardboards...
and i wasnt surprised. BCOS none came... heh heh.
And then i see one of the members walking up soaked up smiling and talking bout dinner.. to think that she was one of the frens that I made durin last yrs. I told her: "Hey u were supposed to be cutting out the stuff remember?" and she goes: "O.O Oh yah!! I forgot" and a whole lot of sorries.. I didnt get into a shouting match, but I gave her the message i was upset.

then one of the girls told me that she was feelin down bcos i was upset... Ok fine. I didnt want to make enemies and give the impression that I was an asshole, so durin dinner, i went to apologize. Ok she smiled. But I didnt buy it.. some fren.

2003 camp was done... and one of the advisors talked to me and told me how he noticed i was behaving strangely during camp. like i wasnt ma usual self. i was quiet, lonely and depressed, so he tells me. He wanted me to try again this yr, to go ahead and try to forge new frenships.. i didnt wan to upset him. so i did... and failed miserably.
on a bit of history, these grp of church pple had been attendin together ever since they were kidds. obviously, their grp bond wud be strong. so wad makes me tink that I can easily juz fit in? haha, difficult yah? Or maybe.. IMPOSSIBLE.

Then it came.. the inevitable happened.

It was after the release of the O level results, in April. Everyone, of cuz, knew where they were. Me too.. and then durin one sundae class, we had new teachers. A nice middle aged couple.. so they decided to get know us. So they made us intro one another. Name and school.
"Im A from ACJC"
"Im B from ACJC"
"C from ACJC"
"oh im D from ACJC"....

and then it came to me.

"Julian, Ngee Ann Poly"

I felt twenty odd pair of eyes lookin at me. It was in a split second... but i saw it all. Even before the teachers pointed to the next guy in the next row, I saw it all... those looks that they gave me. I will never forget that day..
Haha... why did I even bother mentioning which course i was going to...

"Julian, which course are you in then?"
"Mass Comm..."
"Mass Comm.?!! OH GREAT u can help!" squealed a 'fren'.

During the last few months of 2004, I did 3 videos for the church camp. Everyone complimented how good they were. They kept on asking for more videos... i only obliged bcos my advisor realli wanted me to do it. So i went ahead wid it...
I was freakin pissed that I couldnt go for church camp.. bcos sch clashed wid it.. So a yr's work of trying to did wad i did back in 2002 was flushed down. This time, it was a mass church camp, combining the 2 youth services. Wad an opportunity... and it slipped past. Just like that.

Look now, in 2005. The camp was so funn that evryone is havin fun even after that. Hah, and look at me, all left out. Those 'frens' couldnt even bother be speaking to me. Its only a Hi or a wave thats all. no conversations, nothing. Its only when they come talk to me, they wan to ask me to make another video or a meeting... haha. like im being used.

U happy now? The limelight's all back to ya. Its no longer on me... in the first place, u guyz probably never wanted me near you. Everytime I walk by, i can see that stare across ur faces. U may be chatting with a smile, but the stare dont lie... its rite there for me to see..
i tink i shud leave y'all. prob that will make u feel better... u dun need an 'extra' to be nearr..

「 invaded it on 12:31 AM 」

I remember back in sec sch, i tot being involved in martial arts was the best. Everyone looked up to ya... probably u get gals swooning over ya.. well known and respected. Yea, i was tinkin like tat everytime. Tats y i always wanted to spar wid Ken... Ken was back then, like the master of evrythin. JKD, TKD, White Crane and Muay Thai. I tot beating him would make me even more powerful...

haha. i was a fool to go agst an experienced fighter since childhood. The first time I sparred wid Ken, i had a blisterin headache and a sore arm. But I didnt care. i kept on wantin to sparr wid em, other fighters too. Like Calvin and Hong Shern, TKD and Karate. Haha, a real foo'. No matter how many times I sparred wid Ken, i ended up gettin beaten and floored. Last yr, I had the nastiest injury of all. A kick to ma balls.. and after that, a real lecture from Ken. About wad martial arts is all about...

Its not for the respect, the glory and the honor. Its the ability to be more spiritual, be tougher and most impt, TO PROTECT ur loved ones and frens ard u. It was only after 2 yrs, after numerous sparring wid Ken and ma other frens, i realised it.. i realised why they were annoyed by my constant pleading to spar.. i realise the foolishness of it all. The unnecessary injuries I had and the stupid time wasting shit..
Yes sparring makes a fighter experienced.. but its during the sparr in it, im totally afraid. I've mentioned it before. What if the fighters get caught in the adrenaline, they forget that they are juz sparrin and they go out all out? What if they were frens, and no longer after it? What about the long term injuries suffered after the spar? What could happen? There are numerous possibilities... and these make me afraid...

Im sorrie for wad I did. I admit, I was dumb.. I didnt noe wad the heck i was doing. Im sorrie i asked that stupid question.. Im sorrie for the whole thing. I dun like to sparr, because of all the reasons... I now realise how Ken felt.. how ma other frens felt.. I dun mean to be mean or anythin.. but I juz dun wan to be involved in this thing called sparring.. yes, it may make one more experienced and skilled and other things.. but the past has gone for me..

Juz like u, im into martial arts because i want to protect everyone. includin y'all. I want to be strong to be able to protect myself and everyone... to defend... evryone. My family, my frens, my church mates, evryone... this is now my purpose in learnin MA. Im not in for the respect.. tats y Hari is fuckin dumb. 'Respect first, safety later.' Tell me about it when u cant do it...

Again, i would like to say im really sorrie.

「 invaded it on 11:30 PM 」

yeah i tink its 4 yrs. Since I last Hubert.. my sec 1 fren whom left for Australia in sec 2 me tinks. But now he's back after completing his studies, now waitin to enter the army in April. I met up wid em, finally after all these yrs. And gosh he's got an aussie acct. Haha, with still abit of the spore slang with the bad grammar and the ahs and las. He brought 2 of his frens he met in Aussie too. Nice pple, i tot they were australians at first, but they were homegrown sporeans but wid aussie accts.

We went to watch Elektra. Heed my advice. Dont watch it. It sux to the core. U cant compare it with Daredevil or even Xmen. Picture this. Its a main bad guy with a posse of 4 other superbad villians with diff. powers. The only serious fight scenes were of course Elektra vs Main Bad guy and Elektra Vs Stoneman with unbreakable body. Other than that, argh. Bad bad bad. I tink i wasted ma money on it....

Well after the movie, we went to NYDC for coffee. Me and Hubert discussed lotsa stuff. He was tellin me his schoolin exp in Australia. Realli sounded fun, with all the boardin sch fun and stuff. His fren, Ivan is quite funny. He ordered clam chowder, but i tink he was still hungry. So he grabbed the parmesan cheese and emptied it into his spoon and ate a few spoonfuls. And then he was tellin me bout a commercial in a real good hongkie acct. Hahaha, Hubert tells me oso he wan go US to further his studies. WOW. like, hes the first guy i ever noe tat wanna go all the way there to pursue his education. Well its his choice anyway.

We then went to Cine to play some EZONE for 1/2 hr.. then he went to meet his frens at Somerset. I'll prob meet him again some other dae... maybe bring Ken along or sumthin. Ken me and him were in the same class in sec 1. And ken used to lend him PS2 games haha i still can remember... so i went home, played some PS2 (Juventus 4 Real Madrid 3.. best game ever!) and got ready for muay thai..

Haha so funnie muay thai. After class, the instructor spotted a bruise on ma left arm. He like ask me: "Hey, that's ur skin color or a bruise mark?" (in chinese). I replied: "Err.. yea.." (stoned and juz realized it was a bruise mark). Then he chuckled and asked: "HAHA, wad haf u been doin outside??" and I chuckled back... Then Lana asked if i was comin on Sun. I said no. She asked: "Why? GOin out wid galfren ah?" I laughed it off.. well if i only had one ^^

Better go update my idea journal and once consultation is done, i will head straight to library to borrow books and start workin on ma stupid essay.. not stupid, but tirin. realli... so b4 all this shit happens, i will try to relac ma mind.. in fact, im gon play some PS2 now...

and i tink i will wake up at 5am plus... heh.

「 invaded it on 10:32 AM 」

Unlike last term, this is gon to be a shitass hectic 2 wk break. Firstly, a 1200 word essay on Kendo and then a dreamweaver fotoshop test nxt wk. Im hoping i will be able to complete the essay by nxt wk, so that i wont be doin anythin durin CNY...

Wad is ur view on abortion i wan ask.. a life is at stake.. u wan keep it or take it? hard choice rite? heh. i tot so..
my shin is gon die one day. evry wk w/o fail, it gets pummelled, busted and knocked. now theres a large dark area over the 'repeated damage' area..

oh well.. im gon write an email to Laila now. i promised her i'll email her one..
and hope to see Jas again. she threw up food again.. makes me more worried again..
and..

i miss heather too..

「 invaded it on 1:15 PM 」

You are Orange Panther. Unlike your looks, you are very easy to get on. You are good natured, and people will open their hearts to you.You tend to be indifferent to give consideration for other people around you. You have high pride, and you wish for the situations to be favorable to you. You are not good at formulating ambition and tactics. You are smart enough to be good at cooperating with others in order to gain friends.You have an excellent flexibility to adapt to new environments. Your good sense of humor can help you overcome any situation.Your good nature and smartness makes you good at persuading other people.You can effectively carry out work even if it is your first time. But your sharp sensitivity makes you faddish, and you tend to be rather moody.Your emotional ups and downs tend to be great, and you may be weak in controlling your self. You tend to be troubled over the gap between your ideals and reality.You will be able to overcome some difficulties with the help of those around you. You will be more successful if you can show perseverance.You will be good at any job you do. You may be suited especially as a doctor or something related to computers

i dun tink im good at coms... so scrap that.

.. todae i went for grammar test.. it was kinda easy to admit.. i'll tink i'll pass this one. Then I was made to walk like a nerd wid high pants up, hunching while talkin on ma cell.. Hahaha!! It cheered me up abit frm the event tat has happened... prob gon do more of this funnie ass stuff at Taka or in the middle of Orchard.. tis is socpysch, one of teh tutorials.

....she juz came on. I will be on at least another 2 hrs b4 i go sleep...
sigh

「 invaded it on 10:15 PM 」

.....she's pregnant.



.. r you happie motherf*ckers?..
....... i won some battles, i lost battles...
..but im NOT, IM NOT, GON LOSE THIS ONE!!!

run wherever u wanna run bitches, but u'll be sniffin evvryone's asses soon. watch it dickheads..


u haf no idea.. how much the trouble u've caused..

「 invaded it on 12:05 PM 」

quote from the Old Man in Prince of Persia: Warrior Within. .. Its a nice one. I completed it yesterday.. certainly wanna play again.

Juz talked to her... she threw up her dinner again.. she falls apart when she's outta the house.. she tried going out but she got a fever in the end... last nite she talked to Brad, she got sick and threw up again... she postponed her appointment with the doctor tomorrow at 1.30pm.. she is scared..
r u seein this?..
This is wad u motherf**kers haf done to my dearest fren who had gone through so MUCH.. SO MUCH pain and torment in the closing stages of last yr.. just as she was at the peak of her recovery, U FREAKIN ASSHOLES SONNA BITCHES brought her back to square one!!!!! R U EVEN HUMAN??!
I wish u f**kers were the sand minions in P.O.P, I would haf killed u again and again. I would slice off ur head, slice u in half head down, slice u in half from the belly, break ur spine and make u idiots cry for mercy...!!!

GO TO HELL...! u bastards.

「 invaded it on 10:48 PM 」

There are pple who do crimes ranging from the lowest pickpocket to the psychotic killer. The f**ked up crimster of them all are rapists. Sad to say, most rapists are MEN. Maybe the whole dam rapist syndicate are all men. shameful bastards.

For what reason do ur victims deserve ur tramautisin attack??!! WHAT FREAKIN REASON??!!! Death is one thing.. a death can be slow and painful or quick and fast. Thats why they call murder 'cold blood'. Rape may not be a murder, but freakin hell, its sometime tats WORSE than death itself!! WHY?? Wad haunting memories does ur victims deserve to haf?? R u jackin pervs who wank evrydae while surfin PORN?? R u all bastards who r tat desperate for lust?? I DUN UNDERSTAND U SHITASS F**KERS!!!

tell me... WAD HAS MY FREN DESERVE TO BE A VICTIM OF YOUR CRUEL, INSANE, SICK AND MINDLESS ACT??!! WAD WAD WAD??!! would you take a look at her u sadists? of cuz u dunt... cos ur all sadistic desperate bastards. U dun give a FF bout ur victim, u juz a give a damn of satisfying your own F**KED UP fantasies!!! she aint even eating or drinkin nor slpin!! she cries whenever someone touches her, U SICK MOTHERF**KERS!!.. in a few daes, she's either gon to be relieved ot even more traumatised... when she hears of the results.. all bcos of ur twisted illuded selfish action... R U FEELIN GO***MN GOOD HUH??!!

I swear if i catch the both of you, i make sure u'll noe the feeling of getting raped.! WUD ya like ur nutz to get busted up first?.. pick ur choice. u dumbf**ks, u'll get wads comin'

Note: secret and NP librarian are juz jokes of poly frens. u noe hu u r. ;p

Ma bro and ma mom are outta country, leavin me and ma dad at home. Worse possible scenario. I wish he went overseas too, so I could play Prince of Persia on ma PS2 all day... and PS3 is coming out nxt year. Like haha, i only spent like 2.3 yrs wid it. Then a new console comes out bcos Sony wanna compete wid Microsoft an Nintendo. I've decided that when I get my own money, im still buyin consoles and games. Bcos I'm a gamerr, i will make ma kidds play PS4 and MBox! ;p

This morning, I wore my total 90 shoes. But i had a blister on my left ankle and it was hurtin like shit so I switched shoes. So yeah, had radio class then went back home. Alighted at ma bus stopp and walked up the overhead bridge. I dug into ma pocket for ma phone, and I see a red patch on my left sock. So i check. And I see one huge dried blood spot there... it stained the ankle part of ma shoe also. I suddenly realised.. I hadnt felt it since the time I went to school..
Mind over body... so it does work.

CAN i last 30 minutes? Endurance? I havent tried that. I noe I will konk out after 10 mins plus. Why? Bcos i haf asthma. It tis controlled, but theres a limit into which it gets outta control. And when it gets outta control, theres a shortness of breath. Followed by faint wheezing, then it gets louder. Face color slowly turns pale, cold sweat replaces the warmth... i noe the feeling.. The thing is.. If I dont get over this, forever this asthma of mine will limit me.. so.. I shall.. persevere.. 30 minutes.... is quite longg if u tink bout it..

If i were in Cali, USA now, I swear I would kill those bastards who attacked Jas. f**kin' assholes

「 invaded it on 3:01 PM 」

to quote commentator Ian Darke: "There seem to be no pain from Spain towards United's defence".. and how I loved the sound of it. Haha, Man Utd beat their rivals Liverpool 1-0, ex Merseyside star Wayne Rooney, the hero of the day for United fans and probably kick in the ass for Liverpoodians. Sorrie Morientes, u were good, but seems like ur 'dream' debut didnt happen. Hehe... XD. Even better, Bolton beat ARSE-nal 1-0 as well. woohoo!

Sat's gon be borin from now on. Yea, cos of the 5 day wk thing. So used to going back to Barker to help out for BB but been shifted to Fridaes from now. So probably gonna slack, work, waiting for the nite matches to start, and all.. well this cant go on. haha. lucky the 2 wk break is coming up so maybe I'll contact Hubert and Ken and meet up wid em... amazing, this was how my saturday went. Wake up, eat, work, sleep, dinner, footie match, sleep. Not very productive haha. I still prefer the days w/o 5 day work wk..

Last nite, I was chatting with Heather after some time. She made me smile when she said she would come visit when she was rich enuf haha. I then promised her that i would do the same if I got ma own cash and savings. I'd meet her and bring her and Lai to watch a footie match!! Haha, speaking of meetings, Jas is comin in July to meet me. Cant wait fo 6 mths to fly by.... ma first meeting wid a pal over the internet.. heeh

Current weather is cloudy.. i hope it wont rain so i can play soccer... :(.

「 invaded it on 3:26 PM 」

I think I should go for a checkup on my ribs. I know its not fractured, if it was, I wont be typing this here rite now. Everytime i cough or sneeze, my ribs jerk up and hurts like hell. Is there a crack somewhere on my bone? Or the marrow inside is the one tat's in pain? Man, Kamyong's punch is super solid.. ahh nevermind. Im going to rub it now with ma grandpa's medicated oil. Hope nxt wk it doesnt hurt anymore...

Anyway, yesterday... the italian teacher was on MC. So there was much elation at first that class had been cancelled and we were thinkin of wad to do till the last teacher from the last class took us and taught us Dreamweaver. And then told us that on wk9, there was a test on both fotoshop and dreamweaver. So in a way, glad that I went fo' class. Aargh. Better start preparing on fotoshop. W/o the help of ma fellow classmates (i.e Gabby and Nuanyi), I wouldnt have gotten a good mark on the fotoshop test on Xmas eve. After webcg class, there was the long marketing class. Long yea, but that was the 'best' marketing tutorial so far. Why? hhaa.. lemme recount the lesson..

J.lo started askin evry grp for preposition sentences for their product. He started with the handheld Xbox. He gave some starts: "The most advanced..." and then asked us to complete the sentence. So yea, there were suggestions being made.. until Kat came up with this: "the most advanced in your HANDS!". 5 mins of non-stop laughter ensued, includin J.Lo who really couldnt keep a straight face and covered his face in pure laughter!! Haha, next to come? So J.Lo was askin us to complete the preposition sentence to the iPod. I was sitting next to Avonda who in turn was sitting next to Kat. J.Lo looked in our grp's direction.. and then at that moment, I saw Kat like backing away. standin up slowly, facial expression changing, then backing away from her seat.. Was it J.lo? Or the person standing outside the classroom? Nono... Kat: "SPIDER!!! *finger pointed at Avonda's head*" Haha! Another 5 minutes of laughter as Nas flicked away the spider away from Avonda... man oh man. Kat, u da best lah! XD

Well after the funny lesson, me Han and Karthi went Ken's place for a spar with Hari. Karthi, I wan u to noe that shit happens. This was a bad day, and all pple, fighters or not, haf good an bday days. So juz take this as a learnin experience and put this shit behind ya. Realli man, dun look at it eva again. I hope you had a good time with Ashlee on her 21st bday and ur 6 mths together. Haha, take it easy man. I'll cya on Monday. As for you Han, you are constantly bombarding me with requests to spar wid me. Yes, I haf refused them. U noe y? I was like you back in sec3. I constantly bombarded Ken to spar wid me all the time. I now know the feeling of having to hear the same requests over an over again. Another reason y i dun wanna spar is bcos of the possibilities of wad will happen durin the sparr... u noe wad i mean dun ya? But u noe wad? Ken eventually obliged... and so will I. I wanna heal first, but u set a date.. :)

After the sparr, I went back to Barker to haf dinner with BB. Yeah, the 5 daywk thang is in effect so frm now on, BB has been set to fridaes frm now. 3pm to 8pm. Wow whee. Which means i'll only be there frm 5plus onwards. But break's comin up, so yea maybe, i will be there to help out ma juniors... after BB went fo' cell grp. Nearly fell asleep teehee... ><><~

「 invaded it on 2:13 AM 」

Last nite, I was watching amazin race when an MSN window popped up... I wouldnt believe it would be ma old sec 1 classmate, Hubert, who said Hi... well actually I had his contact but hadnt talked to him even when he's on. Well last nite, he juz took teh initiative and talked. and so we talked and talked and talked. And dayymmn, we sure talked lotsa stuff. Good to talk to an old fren, i'll see whether I can catch up wit him face to face. Then that'll be nice. Yes hubert, u do look like that Singaporean actor that goes by the name of Steven ______. I dunno his surname though haha.

Yay! Man Utd drew 0-0. A good score. Better than nuthin'. Cmon Man Utd, beat those blues on home grd. Get em' outta quadruple. No team can ever repeat the treble feat that we did during the 1998/99 season. No team ya hear that? Haha. Speakin of which, I shall get up evrydae at 5am. I dun care... juz for u, i'll do wadeva it takes to juz ta see you and talk to you and see u smile. :)

Goodie news. During WritComm, Mr Sharpe announced that there isnt gon be a tutorial nxt wk. Cos of Hari Raya Haji!! w00t!!! Hope there isnt tutorial fo' socpsych topo.. it'll be a free day. After WritComm and all, went to haf lunch at canteen 3 quickly then went to block 50 lvl5 balcony to practice skits for our socpysch assessed tutorials. Haha, i realli didnt expect to it to be quite fun... i acted fo' Karthi's grp as announcer and some guy who 'has to be a real man'... haha. Socpysch tutorial came an went... so thats another weight off ma shoulder. Plus, got back ma Journal assignment. 11/15!! A B+ me tinks. But heck, im freakin happie about it.. So i hope this will be ma motivation fo' the rest of the term ahead... and i tink there's no work left to be done this wk. Cept fo' the commercial script to be done and submitted nxt radio class. And the info essay outline, which i havent tot of a topic yet. Better make ma decision and finish the commercial script by this wkend...

Tomolo hope marketin class ends early.. Karthi's got a spar wid Hari. And I realli realli take back wad i said at Canteen 3!! SLip of ma tongue!! *bows*. I wish u best of luck tomolo. Go all out and trust ur instincts. But pls.. dun kill em'! Haha, like wad Ken said, its a frenly game. Theres no need fo' anyone to be seriously injured... tats y we make all those safety measures rules. And after the spar, will rush down to ACS(BR) fo' BB. Yeah, the 5 day wk is in effect already. No more CCAs on Sat, ma BB has been shifted to Fridae, 3 ta 8pm. Juz nice, i can go fo' ma cell rite after that. Anyway.. glad its the end of ta wk again... 6 wks haf passd by so fast..

U noe sumtimes I wish i was an element master. Control the elements of fire, wind, water, ice, poison, time, space, sky and lightning... but then again I've been watchin' too much anime. I wan get new manga. Saiyuki Reloaded 4.. Magister Negi Magi 8..
Some manga and anime made me lovesick.. i sumtimes wish i existed in the anime and manga world. magical powers, long hair, cute gals, skilled martial artists... sigh~*. This is what anime does ^^. haha... this is y its so popular ard teh world... yes. Anime rox ma socks!!

Aiight, enuf ramblin. I shall go slice up baddies with Prince in Warrior Within....

「 invaded it on 3:34 AM 」

Nxt time, I shall juz dragg maself outta ma bed when the alarm has been set. Bcos when i woke up at 5.30am, i told maself get up but went back to sleep. The nxt thing I knew, i was starring at 10am. >< Serves ya rite man. Now slap yaself silly and dun make the same mistake tomolo morn.

Rite after gettin outta bed, hadta bring ma grandma to the hospital fo' a checkup on her. So that meant i couldnt go help ma CATS grp to do the artifact. They were at Wendy's house doin' it. So anyway, after the whole hospital checkup, quickly went to poly. Met Nas at the atrium and went to block 53. Handed up ma writcom essay first. Haha, last nite i jacked maself bad. I didnt read the instructions carefully so i sent an email attachment wid ma essay to Mr Sharpe, saying that i couldnt submit thru turnitin. The actual thing to do was to... go to teh grp pages under assignments and submit thru there. So yep, pretty embarrassing. I tink Mr Sharpe will make sure that i am tomolo morning. Aarghh.. anyway CATS presentation.. ma grp got A!! Quite song, ma grp was teh only one who had a video to present. and the teacher said it was like, damn good to work wid metal or sumshit he said.. well anyway, tats a load off ma mind. After CATS, met up wid Caili and Sarima in the lib to watch movie to pass the time till 5pm. We rented 'Lion King' and yea, i relieved childhood memories.. then we had rehearsal at the atrium. I tink ma grp should be able to do well tomolo during assessed tutorial. Hope evrythin goes well...

Karthi supposed to spar tomolo wid Hari after socpsych, but he has prayers fo his grandma. so rite now waiting fo' Snake to give me hari's reply. Dogg, I seriously hope you dont do this fo' a living. Cos its realli kinda screwed up... :/ Oh well, wish ya the very best of fighters luck on Fridae itself. Go do ur thang!

Chelsea Vs Man Utd tomolo morn at the Carling Cup Semis. Yea yea, Chelsea haf been flying high all season i haf to give em that. But theres one thing I cant stand bout Chelsea is their manager Jose BoringHole. (Mourinho). Some pple like his style, but im one of the crowd tat doesnt. I juz cant stand his arrogance seriously. The mo he took charge, he said he was the best manager there ever was... makes me wanna punch him. But he's provin em results with Chelski's unlimited millions... thats another thing. Chelski has all the money so they can juz go any club and get their special player. Like they stole Bridge frm Southampton, Robben frm PSV, Drogba from Marseille and wad nxt, Raul from Real?? And bcos of this super squad, they dun care bout the other players they bought to. Like Scott Parker, Glen Johnson, Mutu (who got sacked), Crespo blah blah. So go and die Boringhole. You say u wun haf a massive slip, u will haf. Arsene Wenger himself said in 2002/03 season his side can go undefeated all season. Haha, he was made to eat his words when Man Utd won the championship tat season... kapish?
Anyway, Man Utd to win 1-0. Be grateful i aint sayin 2-0 or 3-0. I respect Chelsea squad, but not you BoringHole.

Ok let off sum steam. Now i'll tink i'll take the nite off, maybe edit a few ppt slides for the socpsych, then watch amazin' race... i juz cant wait fo' the break to start. Oh yeah!! DId u noe nxt wk is Hari Raya Haji? And it falls on nxt fridae.... but still gotta study fo' tat gramma test... but anyway

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I would have juz finished writing and touching up my writcom essay (and prob haf submitted thru Turnitin - i hope i did all ma citations correctly ><). Now then there's infoEssay. I tink i shall do russian revolution AGAIN. Yes, i did that fo' speech comm last sem, but i dun care. War stories aint allowed, so i ma go wid this. But its gon be damn shitty tryin to write 15 research cards. WTF? Ah jeez...

Well todae, radio was fun fo' the first time. We had dub editting thru 2 editing radio machines that could voice over sentences and stuff. Got a bit confused on how to slot the magnetic tapes thru the wheels but many thx to Mr Yoka, kind fella he is. Hardly gets angry and all, always cheery and ready to help. All MCM lecturers shud learn to be like him. ok nvm, many Yokas would cause an inbalance and NP MCM would be.... 0.o! Well after radio, stayed back for another 2.5 hrs to finish up ma socpysch project work. Then i heard frm Nas that haf to go early tomolo morn to do our CATS artifact... Apparently some metal crusher that saves time by juz crushing metal cans and then throw into the recycle bin below. Made of a small cardboard box with a stone or somethin heavy, a string to hold it, and some sort of bin below. Okk... sounds ok. I hope that the stone can actually crush the can that is...

I sort of started a hobby. :/ Haha, i started to write ma own rapz and storin em whenever im bored. So far, written ma first one and tryin to tink of a topic to start on ma 2nd. yea yea, im no rapper, but i like to rap. so face it :p

Oh ya... 1 more wk till the break. and then after that... .CNY!!!! long hol indeed..





...I almost forgot.

I logged on todae at 6.30am, juz hoping... and my hoping was granted! I saw heather!! ^^ Though our convo was juz 20 mins, it made ma day to finally to get to talk to her after so long. I hope i can see her tonite after her sch. Now i cant wait when me, she and Lai can get together...
Heather, ai shiteru^^.

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Hell with blogdrive, blogger is da dogg! So goodie bye to blogdrive... The flow flows rite here frm now on. Well, check da old ruins out at the link on da left hand side column.

(Music - My 1st Single > Eminem)

Spent some time looking for a blog skin. And this one looks mighty fine to me. So im gon use this fo a while. Kingdom Hearts is one of ma all time favourite games with a shit good storyplot and stuff u can learn from it. Shouldnt dwell too much. I was actually looking for skins that had 'fighter spirit' or 'feudal japan' themes. So if u noe of a skin, tell me... thnx u.

Hell wk aint over yet. Bcos firstly, im 3/4 thru ma essay and then todae durin WritComm, ol Patty Wong gave us 0.0 faces with a new assignment called InfoEssay. Min 15 research cards, min 3 internet websites and... consultations. Okk, so like wad calv said, this is when shit realli hits the fan. So imagine horrors of final essay... well i wun go there. AT LEAST its 1200 words. So shouldnt be a problem... Im tinkin of either going with one martial art (though im planning to use that fo final essay) or juz go with plain ol history events that I should noe since I took history back in sec sch. and scored an A2 fo' Os... aiie. and its due Chinese New Yr Main day... -_-! Oh yes, plus Marketing template 2 by nxt wk 21 Jan. woooo......

Other than that, I miss Heather. Alot. Really... its been a wk since i saw her. She was on sunday, but was on away status. Tried talking but she didnt reply in teh end >< Lai says she busy with coursework... so hope i can talk to her soon.. ~sigh~

Ermm.. im abit blurr and stupide. So does anyone noe how to do taggieboards?