<Gonna do this on my own...>
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
「 invaded it on 6:35 PM 」

Note: secret and NP librarian are juz jokes of poly frens. u noe hu u r. ;p

Ma bro and ma mom are outta country, leavin me and ma dad at home. Worse possible scenario. I wish he went overseas too, so I could play Prince of Persia on ma PS2 all day... and PS3 is coming out nxt year. Like haha, i only spent like 2.3 yrs wid it. Then a new console comes out bcos Sony wanna compete wid Microsoft an Nintendo. I've decided that when I get my own money, im still buyin consoles and games. Bcos I'm a gamerr, i will make ma kidds play PS4 and MBox! ;p

This morning, I wore my total 90 shoes. But i had a blister on my left ankle and it was hurtin like shit so I switched shoes. So yeah, had radio class then went back home. Alighted at ma bus stopp and walked up the overhead bridge. I dug into ma pocket for ma phone, and I see a red patch on my left sock. So i check. And I see one huge dried blood spot there... it stained the ankle part of ma shoe also. I suddenly realised.. I hadnt felt it since the time I went to school..
Mind over body... so it does work.

CAN i last 30 minutes? Endurance? I havent tried that. I noe I will konk out after 10 mins plus. Why? Bcos i haf asthma. It tis controlled, but theres a limit into which it gets outta control. And when it gets outta control, theres a shortness of breath. Followed by faint wheezing, then it gets louder. Face color slowly turns pale, cold sweat replaces the warmth... i noe the feeling.. The thing is.. If I dont get over this, forever this asthma of mine will limit me.. so.. I shall.. persevere.. 30 minutes.... is quite longg if u tink bout it..

If i were in Cali, USA now, I swear I would kill those bastards who attacked Jas. f**kin' assholes