Sunday, February 27, 2005
tis reactin badly these days. when i lie down on ma bed, theres a sharp pain on the lower part. i straighten up, its gone. i relax, its there...
i cant sit straight. im always bendin when im sittin down. when i straighten, i bend once again 5 seconds later. and as i remain in that position, I find myself bendin and bendin more and more...
i cant stand straight. evrytime i try to resist bendin, i feel pain on my lower back....
i did pushups yesterday. evrytime i lower myself, my back droops a lil. in the end, i am not doin a proper pushup.
i try to sit myself straight on a chair. but i find myself bendin and bendin, towards the screen or towards my work...
....
..
im very afraid....
this will affect me in many ways. includin my love for martial arts.
Saturday, February 26, 2005
i juz wanna say to the all the o lvl pple who r gettin their results on mon
"CHOOSE CAREFULLY."
there. bcos sumtimes, the place u go, u may haf 2nd thoughts. so dun regret it.
XP
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
i juz realized that i've been lackin one basic thing tat ruled my life for 4 yrs running. ANIME. the thing is, I've watched all the anime that AXN has been broadcasting, so that is why im bored. And then recently, STARHUB Cable TV launched a new channel called ANIMAX. Simply put, its a channel solely dedicated to Jap. anime all day long!!! Japan has this channel runnin thru its TV, and now the ultimate anime fan's dream is here!! and i wan it... they haf shows like Saiyuki Reloaded, Get Backers and possibly.. NARUTO & Full Metal Alchemist!!! ....
i wan i wan. XP
anyways...
champions league news....
ARSE-nal lost to Bayern Munich 3-1! *laughs loudly*
Liverpool beat Bayer Leverkusen 3-1! *claps*
Juventus lost narrowly to Real Madrid *long face*
and crunch time tonite!
Man Utd Vs AC Milan *jumps up and down screamin fanatically*
Barcelona Vs Chelsea... *points both fingers to Chelsea*
matches couldnt get anymore excitin than this...
Yest and today was juz web graph and more web graph. Heh, i haf a sneakin feelin we can pull it off. It was good we had rare comments from Mr Michell (sp?) and also some outside help to improve on the web page. After web graph, lousy flash, a socpysch test (luckily no exam.. i tink. they wud haf told us), marketin templates and exam and writcomm...
;(... argh. but its the final hurdle of year 1. so lets get this over with *cocks gun*
After this, i am gonna write an email to Jas. Bcos she has some problems.. and i already promised her and i intend to keep it. so... juz for u jas! :)
Sunday, February 20, 2005
i cant even spell cos im super tired... .
my web grp, I WAN TO DO SUMTHIN. XD hehe, thnx for turnin up and doin work. lets juz get this over wid and do a gd presentation on fridae. we haf stupid deadlines to meet and the stress, im sure, is gettin to all of us...
anything else? oh yes.. march is juz ard the corner. SO FAST AH....
Thursday, February 17, 2005
NOTE: catch me in the rite mood and i shall tell u...
"Because no matter how far apart we are....
our hearts will ALWAYS be together" :)
Much as I was initially down, there was nothing much more important than our friendship shining through rite at the end to conquer the shroud and the darkness in my heart. We didnt allow it to overcome us.. bcos deep down, our light never goes out.
Thank you. Thank you so much for being a friend. Once we were casual friends, but rite now, we're bonded as BEST pals for life. And tats wad matters. Nothing is more beautiful than a friendship that will last forever... It is shining at its brightest and we know, this light of ours shall never go out. Cos we keep it goin and goin. ^^ I love you too. As a friend and always my friend.
And thank you 4. Yeah my bros Brad and Owen, my lil sista Laila and of course, Jasmin. U haf no idea how much ur support has reached me, even in these few daes. I'm happie that even though we're all apart, we look as if we live next door to each other. I thank you all for your friendships and that we still continue to be close..
Here's wishing that even when the darkness consumes us, our light will still shine.
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
You must tell 7 people about this game.
• ******* is the one that you love.
• Jasmin is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about Justin.
• Sara is the one who knows you very well.
• Owen is your lucky star.
• Simple and Clean is the song that matches with *******.
• Mockingbird is the song for Jasmin.
• Like Toy Soldiers is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind.
• and Because Im a Girl is the song telling you how you feel about life
take the quiz -->
http://www.comclub.org/lj/fsquiz.php
freakily accurate
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
.. issit cloudy or sunnie days? im wadin my way through a shroud. theres no light for me to guide thru the darkness... i feel emptiness in me. and i feel nervous. Only i and a few noe. But like wad Sora said: "The heart may be weak, and sumtimes it may even give in...
But I know..
that deep down..
There's a Light.
And it NEVER goes out"
i hope my light, flame and fire still burns and eventually guide me out of this.
oh and aggie, if ur readin this,
U r officially the best 'sporty' person I've come across.
Cos there was NO WAY i would have gone up to a ATM machine and exclaim: "WAH! 5 FIGURE IN MA ACCT AH!! WAHH..."
u pWn3d us all. i kow tow to u. *bow*
Saturday, February 12, 2005
that show realli rocked.
I did not even touch or heard of the HellBlazer comic series, but after watching the movie, I'm pretty sure that the director and his team did an excellent job of making the comic book come alive.. Keanu Reeves should play these dark roles more often.. He's got the neo-like appearance and attitude which made him look good in the Matrix. Overall, this shitass kickass movie had a good storyline, visual graphics and even humour. Go watch!
The new yr is pretty much over.. the first day is always busy and fun. Had a gambling blackjack session. Made 34 bucks!! heh heh, cos we were bettin 2 min and 10 max. Aint in the Bellagio... well after that, the new yr is much over. Except for the few relatives that come here and then. My family's huge... my grandma has like 11 sisters and 8 brothers, my grandpa has 4 brothers and 2 sisters. so not all visited -_-~...
Last nite, I accompanied ma mom to visit her dutch friends who were livin at ma cousins' place. They were talkin' and talkin' until they came to the subject of the army. So i told em' I would go army after poly. They then told me that back in Holland, they dun even haf an army!! Reason being Holland doesnt haf any enemies so the govt reasoned that the youths neednt get called up to serve. So they asked if Spore had any enemies... o.0
Well lucky onli haf to serve 2 years. I dun haf a specific area that i wanna go in. Whatever they post me after BMT, i'll go wid it...
anyway.. V day is in 2 days time.
So to all ma frens hu gon celebrate... Happie V Day.
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
.. of school that is. How freakin fast can Year 1 go by? Like seemed onli yesterdae i stepped into FMS. And already, Yr 1 is passin by like tat.. haha. but these 6 wks look like hell. so lets hope these wks of hell will pass by like the wind...
this fri, haf to go to sch hand up essay, also haf to hand up stupid webcg assignment. and book studio for radio... argh.
went for radio this morn and learnt protools at last.. and also got back my radio commercial script. another C. C,C, and another freakin C. Wad ta hell? maybe im juz not cut to be a DJ or to be in the radio industry. shit. and writcomm essay was like shit also. I spent a freakin wk doin it, lookin the whole web for sources, and sharpe gives me that grade. And he's blind not to give my grade to someone else... totally freakinass blind. im not also not cut out to be a writer or a journalist. I tink my forte is wid the video side.. but its still too early. and like how i bragged i would get a B3 in my O lvl chinese, i shall shut my candy ass mouth.
Bitchin aside... its the lunar year already.
So gong xi fa choi!! may this yr be a good one to all and that ur dreams be realised...
and that all of us be strong.
Sunday, February 06, 2005
yesterday went to Ron's place for BBQ. it was aiight, we met up wid the new AC primers. ACJC is the first JC to ever set up a BB primer company and now, we're bringin em over to the Barker road side. haha, acs i not involved cos they havent adjusted to the primer system yet..
after the fun, the 'taupok', the food and the jokes, Kenneth called for a meetin at Ron's place.. It turned out to be a primer recruitment drive. Which means trying to recruit some more ACJC pple to join the primer company. So the target? Haha, it was my church. the most concentrated of ACJC pple there. Like 70% are all AC.. Kenneth wants us to get into our full u, get teh pamphlets and billboards out etc etc..
and bloody hell, it wont work. Why? Cos most of these ACJC chaps.. are sportsmen. And u noe sportsmen? Captain of water polo, or trackstar, or tennis star.. And sportsmen nowadaes are more recognised by the school and the pple. So wad chance in a billion do u tink we can get these ACJC pple, or rather sportsmen, to join a UYO? Bcos in their mind, a UYO is not recognised.. no medals, no status, no recognition, NOTHING. Thats wad they tink.. pls. They wont to go down to parade and conduct drill or teach award classes. They bloody hell will tink its a waste of freakin time. See ma pt when i say, it wont work?? If the guys wont join, the gals wont join either. If the gals join, the guys join... then wad in bloody blazes is the recruitment drive all about?
I'll report for duty. I will. But i tell u, at the end of the whole thing, the count of recruits will be one big fat 0. uh-huh.
plus, my church 'frens' will see me. oh, i forgot to mention that most of the youth play tennis, rugby, netball and the like. haha... *sigh*.
Friday, February 04, 2005
.. hehe, that song will forever be the first one that i wud hear ^^
on the way to cell grp, there came this motorist ridin on his bike. He was an idiot, drivin so slow as if his grandfather's road. And then I saw his number plate... u wudnt believe it.. bcos the plate read: "AR5E"
true!! and he was being a real one. haha....
oh and after watchin Fighter in the Wind, I've decided...
i wan to read the Book of 5 rings. By Miyamoto Musashi.. such an inspiring and astounding book it appears. and so, it shall be the first book i will go look for in the library.. oh. and the movie in itself, is great.
eating a ham pizza wid a free sparkling H20 apple flavour drink. and remnants of prawn and fish crackers... finished by me and ma bro... no wonder im havin a sore throat XP...
this wkend... firstly a meeting tomolo at ma advisor's place to discuss stuff.. then BBQ at Ron's place to meet the ACJC primers... then on sun, ma mom gon to be busy wid decorations, food, oranges and snacks. CNY around the corner folks...
so here's an advanced GONG XI FA CAI!
the new forum at OWA is, i wud say, very active and lively at the mo.. 74 and counting, here's hoping it wud exceed the number at the old forum...
Thursday, February 03, 2005
... and go on a holiday to Japan, the land of anime, culture, crazy fashion and hairstyles, scenery, samurais and ninjas.... and anything thats jap trademark ^^. Its the last place I wanna go, then after that, I prob wont go on a hol anymore. Prob juz to nearby countries such as Malaysia, Phuket and Bintan. Bintan fo sure, cos i simply love Club Med..
jas has left for alaska and wont reach there till Sunday. Here's wishing her a safe and smooth journey. Godspeed!
and yea, im feelin upbeat bcos after coming back from poly (I was doing research cards wid Karthi and Han at the lib..), and went online, I saw heather finally!!
oh and the song ur hearing...
Its from utada hikaru: "Simple and Clean"...
our song :)
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
... bcos we showed u, hows it done!
Yea! We did the double over Arsenal!! They are no longer invincible! Twice we came from behind, and we shall come from behind to take over Boringholes and his zoo! Lets go United!! Lets beat em Chelsea!!!
"Dont go home tonite, unless ur red and white, there's definitey trouble on the way...!"
and on a high note,...
I FINISHED MA ESSAY!!! w000000000t!!!!!!
all there's left is editing...
