<Gonna do this on my own...>

Thursday, April 14, 2005

Church is where i worship God.
Church is, however, the last place I can find friends.

I tink i should juz forget starting anew. Forget trying to rebond friendships that I am currently pursueing on a long cause. Forget this shit. I should forget about going to cell grp evry friday. I haf to see ur sickening face that probably scowls everytime I talk. I dun freakin care if ur the water polo captain or the fact that u haf a galfren. I heard u call me 'STUPID' 2 yrs ago at camp when we shared the same room and that I wanted to sleep on the top bed (double decker.). WTF is wrong in wanting to sleep on the top bed??
And there are a group of arrogant scums that dress like high class ah bengs going for high tea. Heard they're from rugby or some other stuff. Among them there's this guy who dresses with top button not buttoned and loosely tucked out white teeshirt. And the gals dress as if they go to huge parties or even dinner functions. If that is ur Sunday best, i haf nothing to say.
And then, there's the stupid church band leader. i hate the way he stares at me. it's like: "Oh its the guy that stole the limelight 3 yrs back. fagg". Ur probably acting all high and mighty juz bcos ur in tennis or some 1337 sport, ur in JC and ur not in low-life poly. "Oh I dun wan to hang out wid the losers frm poly, only the 1337 guyz frm JC." bastard.

I dun care. If I ever hear my name being singled out and being insulted in watevr way, I dun care. Im juz going to go over to him and yell: "WTF DID I EVER DO TO U?!!"