<Gonna do this on my own...>

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

I know God has already placed that someone somewhere....
But WHEN is the question.
I can tell you know my life in the love dept is 0.
it has not moved. not even by an inch.

After 2 incidents, maybe it's shown me that Im not cut out for this thing.
Maybe I should just wait and let God work in His magical way.
But I know that I also must make the effort
For God helps those who help themselves....
Sigh...

I will never forget 13th Feb 2001.
On that rainy day when the glass plane broke.
I let it heal...
but when i tot it had healed, it broke again.
I have fixed it now... i tried again.
It did not hold out as I had expected.
Now with all the broken shards so visible, I dare not try again...

Maybe Im juz fated to be just friends.
Maybe that's the way it should be. Friends. nothin more
And I think God wants it this way for me.
Im content, so I guess i will hold out.
Until the time God presents that someone to me...