<Gonna do this on my own...>

Thursday, November 10, 2005

Much as I love RNB/Hip Hop/Raps...
i can never be as good as those major playas like Snoop Dogg, 50 Cent, Slim Shady, etc etc...
but i'm in the mood for doing rhymes...
i dedicate this piece to that someone from my past.
I hope wherever you go, you'll do the right thing.

How long has it been since it felt like yesterday
when everything seemed to fall into perfect play

All those memories that we created
were all those just to get me cheated?
And think about all the people you've treated
I hope the same shit doesn't get repeated.

The mail in my inbox came as a surprise
it shocked me, I thought you were dead as lice.
For a moment, i was out of control
I expected it was like a bad dream, straight out of hell's hole.
But browsing through, I came to know
that somethings will never change, never grow.

That thing we once shared, that precious friendship
It's now a state of mess, a wrecked ruined ship.
You want to fix it back and I respect your wise decision
But you must know, the wound in me is in complete devastation

So many times I've told that it's like a mirror
You allowed the inevitable braking of it to occur
The shards on the murkly floor pieced back
can never in a million years, put things back on track.

I sit on the floor alone, trying not to feel regret
The broken chair known as trust we once sat
I reminiscene, reliving every moment of it
its a pity that its gone forever, I cannot retrieve it.

Look to the bright side where I point in this rain
Pick yourself up and bear through this untolerable pain
When the storm clears, you will then see for yourself
that someone is there waiting for you, someone on the shelf.

As I lock and close the final chapter of this journey
I pray that you will have someone to hold you completely
And everything you do, that it'll be alright
Because I know you can do it, through every day and every night.