<Gonna do this on my own...>
Monday, December 12, 2005
「 invaded it on 4:51 AM 」
im trying so hard not to be bothered by this thing.
but no matter how hard, it doesnt seem to be working.
God, give me strength to stop thinking about it.
I have to start pushing it out of my mind. I cant let one stupid thing like this bother me.
I've been through this so many times,
but this 'thinking bout it' has been the longest period of trying to forget it.
if you managed to understand me so far, thats good.

i shall stop complaining. nothing comes out of it.
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im never playing soccer under a 2 o clock sun.
my legs are dying
and my right foot is flat like it's never flat before.