<Gonna do this on my own...>
Sunday, April 30, 2006
「 invaded it on 9:30 AM 」

all this talk on politics, the election and parties have been the topic during the past few weeks.
workers party, the SDP and PAP.
my parents don't need the vote as our constituency won't be contesting.
anyhow, should there be opposition in Singapore?

i think there should be or else Singapore politics will then be boring.
if i could vote, PAP will get mine.
True, Worker's Party's manifesto (i forgot) speaks about standing up for the people, especially the low income group.
but looking at the bigger picture, PAP has done a good job over the past decade.
There have been more jobs, more accodomation for the people etc etc..
the fact is, has anyone complained about the way PAP govern things?
whether one comes from a lower or high income group, i think everyone has been comfortable with the government.
no riots, no political unrest. that proves that we have a stable society.

btw, i think it is time that MM Lee steps down from office, imo.
don't mistake me, i respect the man alot.
he has done so much for Singapore ever since the Separation.
He proved to everyone back then that he would undertake the herculean task of changing Singapore into what it is today.
for that, all of us really owe him.
but he's well over 80 yrs of age, so i really think he should allow the younger generation to take over the helm.
if not, next year, he will be given a new title next year.
He'll will be the FM
(Father Minister/Mentor)



Saturday, April 29, 2006
「 invaded it on 8:51 AM 」

forget the score.
im jus wondering how the entire nation will react to the extent of the injury done to your talisman.
next season we'll be back.
and i've got to nurse a sore fingernail now.



Wednesday, April 26, 2006
「 invaded it on 9:11 AM 」

its amazing how a tiny bit of secret of you can be made known to the entire world.
even when you thought it wouldn't spread, it did.
and like a friend said, interestin how we humans thrive on rumours and gossips.
yeah, it's part of our lives
but there's a limit to it.
imagine your best friend spillin your secrets when both of u promised to keep it between yourselves.
aint nice...

so.. confide in those who treasure friendship.
i know i have a few friends who really do, and i thank God for them.
these are people who accept you for who you are, and are real friends.
and by now, there may be some of u who know wad secret it tis of mine.
i might as well tell u, since it is no longer one.

i realli thought it was possible.
i had plans already, but due to some predictable circumstances, they got cancelled.
i somehow knew it was gonna happened and remained pessimistic.
but i jus didnt wanted to accept it, somewhere in me.
in the end, it did happen and i knew then, it will never happen again.
it wanted to, but i put an end to it.
and im glad i did...

there, now i can let out a sigh of relief.
but jus to let u know, i value friendship alot too.



Sunday, April 23, 2006
「 invaded it on 9:08 AM 」

year 3 already. i can't believe it man.
all i know is that i have to start planning early for June.
tis the WC month and my work at Starhub will pile up...
sigh.
i hope my new class will be cool. and that i can still catch up wit old friends.
until then, cheers to a new sem.
may all unpleansantries be... as minimal as possible.



Friday, April 21, 2006
「 invaded it on 5:39 AM 」

there's a 50-50 chance that...

1) I've been put wrong class by the damn system or the person in charge of slotting people in classes.

2) For some admin matters.

OR
one of you went up and said i wanted to change classes.
which is 80% untrue.

whatever it tis, it's not nice that you've been switched classes 3 days before school.
wad is this..



Wednesday, April 19, 2006
「 invaded it on 11:45 PM 」

i am not drinking ever again.
i looked into the mirror and saw nothing more than a wasted and ugly version of me.



Monday, April 17, 2006
「 invaded it on 1:36 AM 」

bored. and one of my friends tagged me. wonderful ^^.

Bold the following words that are true about you.
2.GREEN! the things you wish were true.
3. add one thing true about you
4. and then tag onetwothreefourFIVE more people.

I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch TV these days.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lens.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I've been in a threesome.
I've been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. (err.. ok)
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes. (im cutting down now)
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. (in some way)
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart. (in what sense?)
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes. (over the silliest things)
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost and scar-free. (if I did that, I would have lost the only identity. Me)
I need money right now. (my paycheck!!)
I love sushi. (yummy)
I talk really,really fast/unclear. (*mumbles*)
I have long hair. (one day...)
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. (shudders)
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way I look. (because that is me in the mirror)
I am usually pessimistic.
I have alot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent. (still discovering)
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have alot of friends.
I am currently single!
I have pecked someone of the same sex. (i will shoot myself)
I enjoy talking on the phone. (to who? hmmmm)
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop. (only when i'm overseas).
Enjoy window-shopping. (don't ask. haha)
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone. (that is a blatant lie)
I'm a pretty good dancer. (i wish)
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. (when that day comes, heh)
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future. (shock eh? hehehe)
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger. (ya damn peodophile)
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have made a move on a friend's significant past or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. (their standard has somewhat dropped)
I have used my sexuality to advance my career. (seriously, wtf?)
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.(...right)
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I have dated a close friend's ex.
I am happy at this moment! (maybe)
I'm obsessed with guys.
Democrat.
I am punk rockish.
I am preppy.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met. (u mean there's another way to tie it?!!! wow?!?!)
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am now.
I have more than just my ears pierced. (does water flow outta them when u drink? da da dum)
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument. (i regret)
I worked at MacDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies. (if they make sense)
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses. (yeah of course?!!!)
I fall for the wrong people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner. (you can have mine xD)
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers more than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongues in waves, much like a snakes slithers. (freaky shit if you can do it)
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in. (memories keepsake)
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distraction (REWRITE SHITTE!)
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo. (maybe one day)
I can't stand at LEAST one person I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex. (hell, no)
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
I have ridden an elephant. (the elephant didnt move :))
I love chocolates and crowns!
I go to school NOT for the sake of lessons.
I can't ride a bicycle.
I think I'm the only person crazy enough to do this at 6 in the morning without any sleep for the night. (hey u online junkies!)
I feel crazy. (we all do)
I love tomatoes!!
I like peanut butter on bananas. (ugh)
Been told "You're on fire!" (pants on fire!!)
I'm a netballer.
I believe in Serendipity.
I think the word 'RASPBERRY' is sexaaay!
I love to look at people's teeth. (can u smell their breath too?)
I don't wanna grow up. (best age evr)
I can cross my eyes n stick out my tongue n still look cute. (let me take you to the circus)
Gaining weight is a wonderful thing. (everyone will be fat)
I am a PRO...procrastinator.
I love listening to gossip. (guys gossup too kthnx)
I really should be studying for exams now.
I have been picked up by the police before.



Wednesday, April 12, 2006
「 invaded it on 12:13 AM 」

This entry will be about me: Julian Low.
if you think you know me well enough, you can take your leave..
but for those who don't.. hm.. its up to you. :)
i would like to explain more of myself.

i think alot of people think im rather introverted and reserved b'cos of the fact that Im usually quiet most of the time.
let me speak up for that..

i like to keep my thoughts to myself. I sorta don't want to let pple know what is on my mind. Most of the times, its personal things that's been going on with my life. And sometimes, when I see certain things or situations, and it coincides with things from my life, I reminiscene on what happened then.. and thats why, I dont talk much i guess.

for example, when i was at this candy store with friends, I saw so many sweets that I used to buy when I was a kid. I visioned myself there, as a kid, reaching for the gummi bears, the choco balls and others. Then I saw my brother coming to put sweets I didnt like into my plastic bag and my mom would come scolding both of us..

reserved..
i think most people would be uncomfortable when they meet new people. Im no exception, but I take a longer time to get used to it. For me, I have to be able to converse normally and reach a certain point when i feel comfortable. Thats rather odd to me, and im trying my best to get past this stage. 18 and going on 19..

but for those who know me well,
im just your normal average guy who likes to have fun and has his own passions and dreams. I have my own likes and dislikes.

I strongly dislike the hardcore-type nerds(people who study all day, talk study and nothing else, breathe on textbooks and everything related to study) because their social life.. wait, what social life?

I like jap songs because their meanings behind the words are deep and to me, its a level higher than those in English. I can sometimes connect with them..

ESPN presenter, John Dykes, is making me wanting to become a sports correspondent next time as evry week passes by.

...and i guess thats me..
your perspective might have changed or not, but just know
that what you see me as, thats really me.
I dont put on a mask nor what you see me is an outer shell.
thats really me.

no more me entries in a long while.
have fun y'all.



Sunday, April 09, 2006
「 invaded it on 8:13 PM 」

first off,
Man Utd beat Arsenal 2-0 in one of the best EPL matches ever seen.
the pundits put it, a great advertisement for those who have just begun watching.
apologies to my mom and grandparents though
my shouting woke them up :P

anyhow, all's been good. nothing much so far.
i've been busy with work here and there...
and also with kingdom hearts 2.
time to enjoy for now... before the final year approaches..

btw, my laptop, just a month ago, gone for servicing again........ ><
accidentally spilled water on the keyboard.
gave me a scare when i couldn't on. but it eventually did.
but then, i cudnt type anything.
so i'll get it back this week.. hmmmmmmm
and when i do, i'll tell you.



Monday, April 03, 2006
「 invaded it on 7:28 AM 」

oh why oh why do u have to say that suddenly?
i really dont know what to say to you.