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Wednesday, April 12, 2006

This entry will be about me: Julian Low.
if you think you know me well enough, you can take your leave..
but for those who don't.. hm.. its up to you. :)
i would like to explain more of myself.

i think alot of people think im rather introverted and reserved b'cos of the fact that Im usually quiet most of the time.
let me speak up for that..

i like to keep my thoughts to myself. I sorta don't want to let pple know what is on my mind. Most of the times, its personal things that's been going on with my life. And sometimes, when I see certain things or situations, and it coincides with things from my life, I reminiscene on what happened then.. and thats why, I dont talk much i guess.

for example, when i was at this candy store with friends, I saw so many sweets that I used to buy when I was a kid. I visioned myself there, as a kid, reaching for the gummi bears, the choco balls and others. Then I saw my brother coming to put sweets I didnt like into my plastic bag and my mom would come scolding both of us..

reserved..
i think most people would be uncomfortable when they meet new people. Im no exception, but I take a longer time to get used to it. For me, I have to be able to converse normally and reach a certain point when i feel comfortable. Thats rather odd to me, and im trying my best to get past this stage. 18 and going on 19..

but for those who know me well,
im just your normal average guy who likes to have fun and has his own passions and dreams. I have my own likes and dislikes.

I strongly dislike the hardcore-type nerds(people who study all day, talk study and nothing else, breathe on textbooks and everything related to study) because their social life.. wait, what social life?

I like jap songs because their meanings behind the words are deep and to me, its a level higher than those in English. I can sometimes connect with them..

ESPN presenter, John Dykes, is making me wanting to become a sports correspondent next time as evry week passes by.

...and i guess thats me..
your perspective might have changed or not, but just know
that what you see me as, thats really me.
I dont put on a mask nor what you see me is an outer shell.
thats really me.

no more me entries in a long while.
have fun y'all.