<Gonna do this on my own...>

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

while watching a video on youtube yesterday, my best friend's girlfriend struck up a MSN convo wit me.

After watching a video of me sparring with my best friend 2 years ago,
she asked me if I was still doing it.
Initially, I was a lil surprised someone had asked me this sort of question after so long..
anyway, I told her that I wasnt anymore.
naturally, she asked why.

my answer was a simple:
'i dont have a reason to.'

i dont know if she intepretated that answer as 'you're a wimp' or something else at the back of her mind, but she asked me if that was a no.
(well its so obvious)
I then told her im the wrong person to ask and to look for someone else more willing...

It's a fact now that I'm not keen in sparring anyone,
BUT that doesnt mean I've not given up on fighting.

Fighting to protect something.
Fighting to protect someone...
the list goes on.

if you fight, do it for a reason.
dont fight for meaningless self entertainment or to prove that you're the strongest.
there's no honour in that and certainly no dignity in it.

and please, if you fight, fight with your bare hands.
dont freaking take a weapon because that's so cowardly.
that's why gangs exist. they're full of cowards who cant stand up for themselves.
when one gets caught by the police, they all run. some 'friends' they are.
(and yes my friend, I think what u said is right after all haha).